I Can Do All Things Through Him Who Strengthens Me. Philippians 4:13

I Can Do All Things Through Him Who Strengthens Me.  Philippians 4:13
"Few souls understand what God would accomplish in them if they were to abandon themselves unreservedly to Him and if they were to allow His grace to mold them accordingly." Ignatius
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Saturday, May 22, 2010

5/22/10 The Battle For Balance Continues....

I guess with all these changes in my food and exercise habits comes the awkwardness of adaption - the desire to pull away and go back to where I was.  Sometimes I feel completely on top of this healthier new lifestyle and other times I seem to barely stay afloat when my old, less-than-healthy habitual self cries out "What about me?"  "Did you forget about my needs?"  That's when I'm most vulnerable to overeat or make an addictive food choice.  
                                
For a couple weeks I had some sugar free candy and pudding on hand for those less than courageous moments.  It's funny but when I'm on my trips for work I don't battle that little food addict's voice like I do once I'm home in my familiar territory and daily life.  Looks like I have more praying and work to do on kicking the psychological side of food addiction.  



"If we allow the Bible to reveal the unseen spiritual realities behind addictions, we suddenly realize that addictions are more than self-destructive behaviors. They are violations of God’s laws: His laws that call us to avoid drunkenness and immoderate self-indulgence (Rom. 13:13), His law that calls us to love others (1 John 4:7), and His law that calls us to live for Him rather than ourselves (1 Cor. 10:31). This means that addiction is more about someone’s relationship with God than it is about biology. It reveals our allegiances: what we want, what we love, whom and what we serve. It brings us to that all-important question, “Will you live for the fulfillment of your desires or for God?" Edward T. Welch "Blame in on the Brain?" P&R Publishing, 1998, p. 193.


 When I start to lean too much on myself, I get a reality check that I can't do it alone.  Packing food from home for my trips is helpful and so is having good food in the pantry, but without dependence on the Lord and His Holy Spirit dwelling within me, my personal resolve only goes so far.

I am strengthened most by reading God's Word and standing in His promises.  Prayer is another powerful exercise of faith and trust that lays the foundation for each day.  

Saturday, May 15, 2010

5/15/10 So Far So Good With The T-Tapp Challenge!

Today I decided to retake all my measurements that I submitted for the contest last week to see my progress.  To my joy I discovered I've lost anywhere from .25 to .75 inches in each area!  Yeah!  Double Yeah!  I still have a long way to go, but what a great start!  Just shows me the importance of exercise!  Here I was eating great, but without the movement of T-Tapp, etc, my fruit was limited.  Let's go team!

5/15/10 I Entered The T-Tapp Challenge!









As Teresa Tapp would say, "Yes you can!"  I signed up last week for the annual T-Tapp 60 Day challenge.  T-Tapp is this awesome regiment of exercises that Teresa Tapp, who worked in the physical therapy field, came up with.  According to the T-Tapp website:  "T-Tapp is a series of copyrighted, sequential movements designed to put the body in proper functional alignment. Its special sequence of comprehensive, compound muscle movement helps establish better alignment as well as increased strength and flexibility of the spine, better neuro-kinetic flow, lymphatic function, and increased metabolic rate. Its physical therapy approach to fitness makes it safe for those with shoulder, hip, knee, neck, and back concerns. Yet, it delivers a challenging workout for all fitness levels!"  http://www.t-tapp.com/faq/what-is-ttapp.html

So I've taken on this challenge with full abandon!  I've been doing the exercises nearly every day.  If I measured myself correctly this morning, I've already lost 3/4 of an inch around my waist in a week's time!  The challenge started officially on May 7th and ends on June 7th.  I've found that exercise is so important in addition to eating right whether you are trying to lose weight or just stay healthy.  Everything just works together so much better when you take care of your body like that.  It's amazing how my allergies are in check as well as my chronic hip, foot, back and neck pain.  Way to go Eat To  Live & T-Tapp!! 


                                                          "Yes You Can!"
                                                              (Teresa Tapp)
            For more info on T-Tapp, please go to http://www.t-tapp.com/




Friday, May 14, 2010

5/14/10 A Walk Through History...

 As much as I would like a positive declaration and attitude to be sufficient in the road to weight loss, it's much more complicated than that.  Sure it will take hard work to lose weight, but even that effort and discipline doesn't guarantee it will all come off or stay off.  If we are to truly get out from the inertia and comfort of addictive eating, we must look back on how it all began.  For some it's a lifetime, for others it may be a decades, years or months.  When and what caused the shift from healthy to unhealthy food choices?
As much as I want to stay in this feel good mode I'm in now,  I need to also look back at my weight gain history to see how, when and why it may have happened.  If I don't try to understand and study this personal history, then that old saying "History will repeat itself," could become a reality for me once more.  I've come too far now to allow myself to gently fall back into my old self defeating eating habits and choices again.

Embryo - silhouette of an embryo in a curl - computer...Looking back into my personal  history vault, I see my first real issue with weight gain happening after our miscarriage in the fall of 1997 which was within a year after my father's death.  In the summer of 1997, we had our first round of IVF which looked successful at first, but then began to unravel before I hardly began to show.  It seemed that 2 of the 3 embryos took.  However, one  died shortly after implantation and then just days shy of my second trimester, the other one died as well.  It was earth shattering.   It felt like this quest for children would remain unanswered forever.  It also seemed that no one else seemed to understand the pain of infertility that we were going through.
That Thanksgiving shortly after our miscarriage, it was as if we were expected to act like nothing happened and join the family for dinner, etc.  I remember being desperate for validation of my feelings.  My husband and I both agreed it was too soon to be surrounded by a house full of children and chose not to join the festivities that year.  I remember measuring my waist during my pregnancy and how it was obviously growing.  After the baby was gone the expanded waist size stayed.  I just couldn't shake the extra inches and pounds.  Then I took more infertility drugs for further procedures to no avail and the weight seemed to be steadily creeping up little by little.


I tried Atkins and the South Beach diets.  I finally joined Weight Watchers and  lost almost 30 pounds.  I got back into running and walking fairly regularly and was experiencing good health.  Around that time, just three years after our miscarriage, we adopted our precious daughter.   A couple years later we moved into a new home.  It was at that time I made a pretty stupid choice took some Adderal pills I had left from when I was convinced I had ADD.  I took them like one would take uppers while redecorating our new home.  I'd stay up super late plastering and wall papering, etc.  The next day I'd do it again.  Here I was, a stay at home mom doing all the things a mom does for her child in addition to getting everything done at record speed with the help of the Adderal.  Oh, it all got done quickly alright.  I removed and wallpapered 7 rooms within a week.  I even plastered and faux painted one of the bathrooms.  As you can imagine, operating on little sleep and a lot of adrenaline shortchanged my family, especially our daughter considerably.   I'd get so disappointed and resentful when she stopped napping at 2 years old.  I remember one particularly stressful day when I tossed my daughter onto the bed, shut the bedroom door and yelled from the other side, "NOW GO TO SLEEP!!"  My poor daughter just wailed until I came to my senses shortly after and rescued her from her nap time imprisonment.  I was getting irritable and moody regularly.  Where did my faith go during this time?  Where did I let God into my daily reality?  I would read the Bible only selectively.  Sure I was going to church, but I wasn't really focused on the teachings or implementing what the Bible taught in my home.  I decided to see a Psychiatrist who was convinced after a 5 minute question/answer review with me that I must be manic depressive.  I never divulged that I'd been misusing Adderal nor did he ask what medicines I was taking.  I was eager to stop being irritable and moody so I took the medications he  prescribed. However, the medicine he gave me just made things worse and gave me side effects of anxiety and weight gain.  I was not only anxious now, but constantly hungry.  The pounds started pouring on.

Royalty-free Clip Art: Stressed Out Blond Caucasian Business Woman Holding Her Hands To Her Cheeks While Screaming A Humorous Parody Of The Scream By Edvard MunchIt wasn't until about a year later that we realized I was mot only misdiagnosed with ADD, but Manic Depression as well.  There are definitely real cases of these illnesses out there, but there are many people like myself that are hastily misdiagnosed with some sort of mental illness due to a temporary stressful situation or other influences and given potent medicines as a quick fix instead.  I'm just thankful we didn't continue blindly down the "I'm different so there must be something wrong with me" path.

So I got off all those meds that were an attempt to fix something that wasn't broken, but still had the extra pounds from the treatment to deal with.  I tried Weight Watchers again, but this time it didn't seem to click for me.  I was getting fed up with my lackluster results and asked my husband if he and his Bible study group would add me to their prayer list.  Within a week I found out about the book "Eat To Live,"
Joel Fuhrman, MD can teach you how to lose weight naturally and the importance of good nutrition
by Dr. Joel Fuhrman thanks to one of our employees.  I read this book from cover to cover and made the connection not only between food and addictive eating, but between food and disease.  I stopped eating animal products and started feeling better almost immediately.  The weight fell off and before I knew it, I was venturing into a 40 day fast.  In the first week of the fast I was off all my asthma medicine.  I did so well sticking to a mostly vegan diet.  Fast forward to 2007-2009 and I see myself choosing to make less than healthy food choices while under the stress of our financial situation and then losing both of my mother and father-in-law a week apart from each other.  It's not necessarily that I was simply using food as a comfort, but that I let my defenses down so to speak.  I chose to conveniently "forget" on a consistent basis, why I had originally chosen not to eat certain foods.  I was now eating cheese,  meats, sweets and other fatty processed foods that are highly addictive.  Before I new it I gained 30 pounds and was starting to wheeze again.

 So here I am today since I bit the bullet and chose to get off the mindless eating train.  I am nowhere close to my healthy goal weight yet, but I'm implementing healthy habits and choices daily.  I get to continue to stay grounded in the One who created me through prayer and His Holy Word.   As AW Tozar once said "An honest man with an open Bible and a pad and pencil is sure to find out what is wrong with him very quickly."

It is those times when I was scattered in my focus and didn't look to God solely for the support I needed that I've tarried into times of stress and the less than stellar fruits of those stresses.  Yes, a journey into one's history vaults can be a little dark at times, but it's just for a visit not a season.  As I revisit those dark places I do so with the lamp of the Lord.  "Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path."  Psalm 119:105 



Saturday, May 8, 2010

5/08/10 Veggie Breakthroughs For My Family

                                                          
Where to begin?  Well let me start by saying that except for some tuna I had earlier this week, I've stayed with my goal of eating vegan as well as staying away from sugar, dairy and oil! Occasionally I may have one piece of sugar free candy though but no biggie urges or anything.

In the past I may have been great sticking with a wholesome diet, but it was a challenge to get my family on board.  Especially my daughter.  Lo and behold, we had a major breakthrough in the veggie open mindedness department this week!    Hooray!!  My daughter has always been good about eating a salad, and certain familiar veggies like green beans, corn, potatoes, broccoli and asparagus, but that was about the extent of it.  I guess her veggie openmindedness started a few months ago when she started accepting some spinach in her salads along with some other wild and crazy stuff I was adding.  This week she ate and enjoyed portobello  mushrooms, eggplant, zucchini, brown rice, cauliflower and an assortment of beans!  It certainly helps that I've been using "The McDougall Quick & Easy (vegan) Cookbook!"  A quick thank you and shout out to Lisa for lending me this invaluable book!  Thank you sister girl!   I've also found some great online vegan recipes.  Hopefully the next veggie breakthrough for the family will be cooked spinach, bok choy and collard greens.  We'll take it one veggie at a time though!  :-)

My husband and I have been having blended salad smoothies nearly every morning this week except for the morning after we got back from 5 hours in ER for complications from his broken rib he incurred from a biking accident over the weekend.  Thankfully he's doing better now since he's been resting under doctors orders.  I'm now grateful also that I was sick earlier this week which caused me to drop my work trip to Zurich.   I was supposed to be in Zurich Thursday when I rushed him to the hospital at 2 in the morning!  Thank you Lord for working that out for us!


These cookbook recipes truly are good in a pinch and have helped me tremendously this week.  Recipes we especially enjoyed so far are: Beans Florentine, Turnip Green Salad, Ratatouille and Cauliflower Poppers.  Yum!  Yum!  Yum!  Feeling like chilling tonight though.  Our daughter has been hanging out with a friend today who will be staying for dinner too so we may make a meat exception for them or I may go pick up Chinese.  We'll see.

Praying that my husband heals well, that I continue to be resourceful with the veggies and that everyone is willing and open to eat them!
                                                                

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

5/4/10 My Hips Say Hooray To Being Cheese, Butter & Oil Free Now!!!

Well,  after the Fuhrman talk I took the next plunge....  I've stopped including Dairy & Oil into my daily diet which means bye bye security cheese and butter baby!   I've increased my green veggies and lowered my intake of grains like rice bread.  It's really not hard at all.  Better yet....I'm losing weight and inches around my hips and waist already and it hasn't been a full week yet!  Mind you my body felt yucky at first and I came down with what I thought was a cold, but there's a good chance I was just detoxifying.  The "cold" is improving and I'm so thankful for what this healthy food is doing for me!

5/4/10 Notes And Info From Dr. Fuhrman's Durham, NC Lecture On 4/28/10

I enjoyed Dr Fuhrman's lecture last week!  It reaffirmed what foods I need to eat and which ones I get to steer clear of.  He gave a three hour talk highlighting the principles from his book "Eat To Live" and how to be a "Nutritarian."    Basically we get to have a nutrient dense daily diet that pretty much excludes any animal products or processed foods, limits grains and fats like oils and butter.

Here's a bunch of other stuff he covered during his talk per my notes:

He explained how you can have enough protein and calcium in your diet without animal products by eating plenty of leafy, green and cruciferous veggies.  He also reiterated the importance and significance of a nutrient dense diet in correlation to a disease free, healthy body.  He mentioned the importance of chopping anti cancer foods like leafy veggies, onions and mushrooms before you cook them to get the anti-cancer benefits.  Chewing them raw does releases those anti cancer effects as well.

Two kinds of Nutrients:  Macro & Micro.  Macro has fat, carbohydrates and protein calories, while micro nutrients do not contain calories.  Micro nutrients contain vitamins, minerals and phytochemicals essential for normal human function.  For example, there are hundreds and thousands of nutrients in broccoli and strawberries.  You eat less calories in a high nutrient diet.

He also explained the differences in BP medicines and that ultimately they don't really help you long term.  However, eating healthy like this can reverse High BP as well as many other diseases like Diabetes, Lupus, Depression and more.

Eating green veggies and beans helps grow healthy bacteria in your intestinal track.

Health and life expectancy is dependent on micro nutrient per bite of food.

People don't think what they eat matters.  They just go to the doctor.

The ANDI scoring system measures the nutrient density of foods.  The higher the score, the more nutrient dense that food is.   ANDI stands for: Aggregate Nutrient Density Index                                   






The ANDI score, based on a Dr. Fuhrman’s Nutrient Density Scoring System analyzes many nutrients in a food product
Calcium, Carotenoids: Beta Carotene, Alpha Carotene, Lutein & Zeaxanthin, Lycopene, Fiber, Folate, Glucosinolates, Iron, Magnesium, Niacin, Selenium, Vitamin B1 (Thiamin) Vitamin B2 (Riboflavin), Vitamin B6, Vitamin B12, Vitamin C, Vitamin E, Zinc, plus ORAC score X 2 (Oxygen Radical Absorbance Capacity is a method of measuring the antioxidant or radical scavenging capacity of foods).

Diagram below is provided by Dr. Fuhrman:





FYI animals eating natural plants based diets do not get cancers and heart attacks....

Dr Fuhrman's suggested food pyramid:


Beans are a unique source of carbohydrates .  Beans are a resistant starch meaning the body doesn't break it down to simple starches.  It has to be broken down by bacteria in the colon.  Half of all calories of beans get absorbed into the body.  Therefore the protein in it is higher than what the label says.

Nuts and seeds also don't give the full amount of calories in them that their labels state.  You should have 1 to 2 ounces of nuts or seeds every day.

Raw minerals in veggies protect the body against cancer.  You can't say the same thing about vitamin supplements.

Folate and Folic Acid are not the same thing!  You need to eat green vegetables instead of synthetic folic acid.  Folic acid  increases chances of ovarian, breast and colon cancers!

However, Vitamin D is the most powerful antic cancer substance in history.  More than half of all Americans are deficient in Vitamin D!  You need to be getting 2000 IUs of D a day.


There are FOUR DIMENSIONS OF HUNGER:

1.  Volume
2.  Nutrients
3.  Calories
4.  Addiction

The more you react to a toxin like processed foods, meats, sugars, etc the better.  A sign of good health is the lack in need of medicinal assistance.

You want low levels of Avanced Glycation End Products or A.G.E. in your diet such as pastas, oil, candies, chips which causes a build-up of toxins in your cells.  The more of A.G.E. foods are in your diet, the more disease prone you will be.  Not to mention that those foods are addictive!

Stop eating high protein and eat high volume foods instead.  Example of High volume foods that fill you up are:


  • Raw Vegetables: lettuce, tomatoes, peppers, celery, anise, snow pea pods, carrots, beets, cucumbers, water chestnuts, red cabbage, onion
  • Most Fresh Fruits: melons, oranges, grapefruits, apples, kiwis, berries, papaya
  • Cooked Green Vegetables: Brussels sprouts, string beans, artichokes, asparagus, broccoli, Chinese cabbage, bok choy
  • Other Non-Green Vegetables: mushrooms, eggplant, sun-dried tomatoes, onions, bean sprouts, cauliflower, spaghetti squash

Food addiction is what starts the fat cycle.  Two kinds of food addiction:


Toxicosis- The build up of toxic metabolites, toxic free radicals
Advanced Glycation End Produts (AGEs)


Fatigue is NOT a symptom of hunger, but of addiction.  Often folks even think they are hypoglycemic when they are actually responding physically to food addiction.  (I used to be one of those people, no I can go hours upon hours without eating more than fruit or veggies).


True hunger happens in your throat and gives you a heightened sense of taste.  Hunger only exists to protect our muscle mass.


DIETS DON"T WORK!!!
Portion control only results in weight loss that is maintained for five years for less than 3 out of 100.  I've seen this in myself and others using diets such as Weight Watchers, Atkins, etc rather than a lifestyle change like becoming a "Nutritarian."


Animal proteins, sugar and caffeine feed toxic hunger.


Veggies have proteins
Broccoli has 10 grams of protein per 100 calories.
Your food choices get to be influenced by nutrient quality, not addiction!


In the same way you put fat on the rest of your body when you gain weight, so do you put fat on your heart.


PEOPLE NEED SUPPORT!  THE MIND RESISTS CHANGE!

CHANGE CREATES ANXIETY & DISCOMFORT.

Adapting to a Nutritarian Diet...
   The mind seeks to-
                                  rationalize (illogically) addictive behavior to avoid discomfort

                                  avoid internal and external conflict

The book "Eat For Health" addresses why people don't make the healthy changes
Improve health and reverse aging with Eat to Live by Dr. Joel Fuhrman





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